"'What the hell am I going to do...?'I LOOKED UP at Ivy and wondered just how far over the line I had justgone in the last hour. She sighed as she ope...ed up a changing pad on aside table in her office and placed me down on it. She unbuttoned mycoat and pulled my stethoscope from where it still hung around myneck. She placed it down and got to work pulling my dress up andworking at the diaper cover.I was growing more nervous as her face remained completely neutralthrough the process. Her silence. .. talking to yourself, I mean." It was Sally something-or-other, a girlfriend of one of David's friends, and she was peering into the open passenger window. Lucy wiped her eyes hurriedly and managed a wan smile. "Sorry to intrude, Lucy. I mean, I don't really know you that well, but you seemed upset. Anything I can do to help?" Oh... no, Sally, it's just some silly argument I had at home, nothing really," Lucy said cheerily. "I feel better already. You know how it is... well, it's getting. La sua risposta mi aveva, da un lato liberato da un vago senso di colpa ( sapevo che mi sarei fatta scopare se Peppe me lo avesse chiesto ) , dall’altro mi aveva spinto ancor di più nella mia determinazione di fare le corna a Pino: avrei sperato che lui mostrassi gelosia, invece…..“Bene, non ci tieni così tanto a me? Allora ti farò vedere di cosa sono capace” , così avevo pensato facendogli capire che lo tradivo e allontanandomi per andare da Peppe.Saliti in macchina , Peppe aveva guidato fino. I settled in with a drink.‭ ‬I just lacked the desire to go out for a drink with the boys.‭ ‬Instead I found the dusty bottle of Canadian Club Liquor.‭ ‬Since all I had in the house was diet soda, I made the drink with that to cut the taste of raw liquor.While I sipped the drink, ‬I dropped into a several adult chat rooms.‭ ‬Men always complained about the number of women who weren't really women.‭ ‬Since I am who I am, I didn't mind at all.‭ ‬I always had a grand time chatting with the other.