We had plenty of time to talk about it. We would talk about things that he wanted. There wasn't anything that I wanted. I was content to be with him.I...didn't have any possessions. I didn't need any. I didn't want any. My friend had everything there. I didn't want to be responsible for or take care of anything. I didn't even have to take care of myself. His other subs did it for me. I wanted to be naked and suck my friend.My friend had a bedroom but we never used it except for sex on occasion. I. My eyes closed, and I could feel both our hearts racing. What was I doing?? I've never kissed a woman before, I'm married. Yet here I was locked in an embrace with my brother-in-laws house mate. I didn't care though, as Ebony ran her fingers up and down my back, unzipped my dress, and let it fall to the floor as she dropped to her knees. What was going to happen now...Tracing the outline of my black silk panties, Ebony tugged at them, bringing them down past my ankles, around my black stiletto. Maybe some omnipotent power had other plans for him. Maybe he was meant to be alone and lonely. Maybe, he thought, with another tear straining to break free, he was meant to suffer. Maybe he should just give up…resign himself to living alone for the rest of his days. What, he thought with finality, is the point of fighting it? It’s simply meant to be. The tear broke free momentarily, to be quickly swiped away by Charlie’s hand…a deft motion his hand had learned well on many a lonely night. As. That’s good, I think. I tell him not to worry. His toes very cute this way. ?Don’t you think so too,? I tease.I make him admit that he does think they look cute. I tell him good. He always keep polished. I no want to see him anymore unless body is smooth and toes are polished. He agree. I let him massage my feet and kiss them for reward. He happy again.Time I think now for step two. We no have sex yet. I tell him not ready yet. I see he very frustrated, hee-hee. He always very hard when he give.