Was... scared shitless, that's what he was."Carol, I... I... listen I'm crazy about you... I mean... you mean a lot to me... this is sudden... but... ...his... ah... I don't know if I can do it." Come on Jeff, of course you can, it's easy. First we kiss a lot. Then I undress you, and you undress me. Then we play with each other's pee pees. Then we screw our brains out all night." Please Carol, don't make fun of me. I can't explain, but I can't do this. I'm sorry. I'm so sorry. And I'm so sorry to. I would create many fantasies involving the two of us always ending the same way, with me taking her for the first time.Soon though to continue on with my daydreaming I would need more so I stole a pair of her panties out of her dresser. Thin, cotton, white with a lace trim I proceeded to jack myself into them. I would later wash and return them, none the wiser.But even that didn't work for long so while Mary was in the shower I found a pair that she had just taken off in her room. Placeing it. Toying with notions of retrieving my phone from my bag on the other side of the bedroom, the factions in my head for and against the motion battled for supremacy. I checked the alarm clock, and was surprised to see it was only 11:03. When a second text arrived within a minute or two, it was enough to swing the contest. It was a little chilly with the window open in my room, so I snatched my phone up and jumped back into bed. There seemed little chance of disturbing Richard – usually after red. I got onto all fours right next to him and pushed my bare cunt at his face."Like what you see?" I laughed over my shoulder. I wiggled my ass in front of him.Then I felt his fingers enter up my pussy.I froze and my mouth fell open in confusion.no way, I refused to believe that he had just fingered me!maybe he had inserted a pen up my pussy for a laugh? yes that was it !He wiggled his fingers inside my hot wet cunt and finger fucked me, dispelling my denial.Oh fuck!Now I had really gone and done.