Then I wondered what was going to happen to my guy clothes. Then I said "Fuckit," and went back to dancing. There wasn't adamn thing I could do a...out it anyway, right now. I'd have a heartattack later, if I needed to.***23:49 22 Feb Half an hour of dancing had left me exhausted. I went back to thetable, concentrating on dodging people, and when I sat down I wasstartled to find Debbie on the seat next to me. She still lookedunhappy. "Where'd'ya go?" I asked, trying to be. Moving back and forth from one breast to the other, Jack wasworking May up into a real stew. He slid his hand down over herhip to her leg. He slipped his hand between her knees, and beganto move his hand back up the inside of her thigh. May felt the warm hand sliding up her leg and she knew hewas headed for her pussy. When he reached her crotch, she gaspedwhen he slid his hand over and palmed her pussy through hershorts. He rubbed his hand up and down on her pussy through hershorts for a. Emily had gone out with Anna, but shewas going to join us later.I definitely wasn't expecting a whole bunch of little Sarah Carerras tocome to my door throughout the night, but that is what happened.Apparently I was one of the most popular Halloween costumes this year! Itwas fun to see all the young girls, and even one young boy, wearing ablonde wig when I opened the door for them. It made me wish that I waspassing out Carerra Bears instead of the cheap candy my mom had boughtfor the. I couldn't decide whether to make one last attempt to reconcile with Vanessa or jump ship and try to see if there was a possible future with Jenny. The final, and least appealing alternative, was to cut myself off from all of it and find a place where I could start anew; a new town, a new job, and a new life.Attending lectures seemed like a complete waste of time. Neither my heart nor my mind was in it any longer. If one thing was certain, it was that I would not be returning to college in.