And then when, in the evening, we returned at home, I couldn't hardly have dinner :-P because i felt myself dulled :-P with the cock hard and wetted b...t couldn't certainly to show myself :-P, in that moment of the dinner I had a very rocky cock and the balls that they hurt me, finally when i finished eating I go to my room and I shoot myself really a nice and a big handjob in my boxer, I think that if I had maked out of my boxer i would have did a lake on the floor :-P. Subsequently, always in. Now, well, we'll see!"It was a very anxious few minutes that followed, as I waited forRichard's knock on the door. Could I really trust this man who was goingto come up here and find me bound and feminized? Did I have any choice?Like most TVs, I'm not Gay, and Richard had told me repeatedly in thepast that he wasn't either... but still, I wondered (looking miserablyat my seductively touseled reflection in' the mirror) just what hisreaction would be!The knock came on the door. "It's me, Sissie;. There was a hurdle preventing me from enjoying our lovemaking fully. My damn virginity! Mum had several really inviting sex toys but the only one of much use was a small vibrator which I loved being played around my clit. There were several cock shaped dildos including one that fitted into a harness to look like an erection on a girl! This could be worn to simulate the part a man would play in sex. I pleaded with Mum to take my virginity with one of the toys but she was reluctant to go that far. Ellie was wearing her Christmas sweater, the one her mother had knitted ... red, with little green holly leaves above her left breast. She'd paired it with khaki slacks that fit snugly. Sally wore a maroon skirt, which came up to just above her knees and was slit halfway up the left side. She'd worn a semi-sheer blouse, open just enough to show a tantalizing hint of cleavage.Ellie broke the silence, smiling wistfully as she cupped her wine glass in both hands. "Can I ask you something?" she.