"But it wasn't enough for me!She explained that the stress, and the amount of injections we had been given prior to the deployment, with all the unkno...n reactions possible, had affected my metabolism (as a matter of fact I read later that a lot of returnees suffered the same symptoms so I didn't feel so bad ... then). At the time I was suicidal to think I had become impotent - every man's worst nightmare had come true. Damn it! I wasn't even 27 years old yet.There was also an air about Pippa. I slowly opened my door and peered down the hallway. Mom was obviously already in the bathroom. I could see that the steam that was escaping cracked the door.I slowly walked down the hall as I directed the bathroom I just happened to glance through the crack in the door. There I saw Mom totally nude getting ready to step into the bath. Ho! It is getting blood pressure me my head is shivered with hot blood circulation heart pounding in like a drum beat sound I just stunned. My first look was at. And, finally, you never just have sex, Steve. If you’ve been making love to her, that will draw her as well. The way you pour yourself heart and soul into it is really intoxicating.”“That makes some sense. Melanie and I fell into that trap long ago and she still hasn’t pulled herself completely out of it, despite being engaged to Pete. I guess that’s why I need your advice.”“It’s a tough situation. I assume you want to keep her as a roommate?”“I do. But I wonder if that’s even possible now, at. "Sorry, but some guy just shot and killed his wife and then himself. But before he killed himself, he shot some other folks. Some are dead--but some are just wounded, like Belton. Shaniqua's with Belton and it looks like he is okay; just needs a bit of first aid." He was breathing more normally now, despite his pounding heart, but Jay seemed to be keeping his head as he processed what was going on, what needed doing, and he continued."You need to get Delmar and get your bags quickly. We have to.