I was shaking and almost in tears as PJ turned to me and said Mr. Butler if you would please get up hear with me. Trembling and scared I got on the de...k with PJ. The crowd whooped and clapped and started yelling things at PJ telling him what he should do to me. Some were pretty brutal and I was afraid this could get out of hand. I started to tremble as I looked down on all the people who wanted me punished and humiliated and knew it was about to startPJ faced me and pulled my shirt over my head. Although there was this one time that she poured the water down my back giving me shivers up my spine. Still, there was no kissing or sexual contact.I'm not a lesbian, I guess I'm just bi-curious since I have such interest in her, it's unusual though - I don't feel this way about any of my other girlfriends. Don't get me wrong, I do have dirty conversations with them and tell them about my sexual experiences but it never arouses me when i talk about it with other females as much as it does with. Hewould never have gone for this if you were a man." Did Ms. Johnsonrealize that I was a man?I called my older sister, Kerri, for advice. She started sobbing when Itold her about my situation. She said, "I always knew you were more of agirl. Remember when I used to dress you up for Halloween? This is goingto be wonderful." She added, "There may be some things about being agirl that you don't like, but it is part of the deal. Wait until youmeet your first boy. I am so excited for you! I. Can you find me some paper under there?" She points to the bathroom cupboard. I open the door to find several rolls tucked in the back, but quickly shut it and say:"There isn't any in there Mumma!" Oh darn." She says." What am I going to do now?"Slowly I move toward the toilet until I am standing close beside her. I dip my hand cautiously and slowly into the toilet hole and rub her sopping wet cunt. "Baby boy!" she yelps " What are you doing?...that is no way to clean Mommys pee-pee! You.