I was in a relationship for a long time and was staying faithful but now that it’s over it’s time to enjoy. I read online about the BBW cruise in ...ebruary and it got me thinking. There are good things and bad things about these types of events. I contacted a few people I knew and asked about the cruises and I was getting mixed reviews. I decided to go all out and do what I could to make the trip right for me. First, what I ‘dislike’ about cruising. The people! OK, you’re spending $150 a day for. So she asked me to dance. As I wasn't drunk I was hesitant but went anyway and started dancing with her. After about 3 songs a slow song played so people paired up and I was still paired with her. As the song gets half way through we made eye contact while I was holding her waist and she had her arms round the back of my head and kept it that way. And had it not of been for my family being there I would've kissed her coz I would've just felt right. Rather than do that and get caught I left. “That was just the last fucking straw.”“What?” I asked innocently.“Don’t what me,” Liz said. “I know how thoroughly you do your job. You would have listened to both messages since I asked you to.”I held my hands apart, unwilling to confirm or deny the allegation.“Fine,” she said. “Then you can hear it now or hear it again.”She flipped back to her messages and I listened to the male’s voice coming through the speaker. I gave her a questioning look when it finished.“Stephanie sent a text message. Tabhi sameer bola apne liye bhi bana, maine bola mujhe nahi chahiye. Maine naa kaha tab bhi wo nahi maana aur mere liye khud hi peg banake cold drink ke sath mujhe de diya.Rajiv ko pata tha ki mai occasionally peeti hu usne bhi bola pilo janu maja aayega. Mai bahut ghabrai hue aur tension mai thi, maine glass nuh ko lagaya aur pura top2bottom pi liya. Sab bolne lage waa, tu to pakki piyakad lag rahi hai aur unn logo ne bhi apna on the rocks peg khatam kiya. Maine kuch snacks bhi kha liya, bahut.