Is it their skin tone, their body hair, their beautiful brown eyes or is it all of them? I always get the same breathless sensation and my eyes drink ...hem in as I furtively glance at their neck, adams apple, and see if there is any glimpse of hair, their bulge, their ass, their hands. It all comes together in my head like an asthma attack, dry mouth, dilated pupils, dizziness. If I get eye contact I almost buckle at the knees, my heart races and I feel that I have a sign on my head “I want. "Come on Vicky, suck my toes."When she said that I nearly flipped. It was the last thing I expected her to do or say. I was just stunned and my mind went blank. I stood there like an idiot, staring at her foot. it was so completely unexpected, so out of context and so fucking weird.I looked at her foot. It was small and her toenails were perfectly manicured and painted with a dark, bright red nail polish. She had nice little feet. Her legs were white with perfect skin as if they don't see much. "Look," she said as she strutted around the salon, "I'm the little princess now." For some reason her mother and sisters found that to be uproariously funny. When the stylist held the mirror up so Millie could see both the front and back of her head, fresh tears welled up in her eyes. Take away the makeup and, with her hair cut short and styled the way it was, she could just as easily be a handsome young man as a pretty young girl."Perfect," Judith declared. Perfect? Millie thought, what was. Her mother got a Spa Package (as did Susie) and her daddy – well, he got tickets to the newest Star Wars – and a script autographed by George Lucas himself. Poor Susie, with her part-time job at the bank couldn't match that and honestly, we didn't expect her to. Anything our youngest gave us would be from the heart and special – that's what we all thought.We were right, but I wouldn't have imagined it possible that Susie would top her sister's gift. She did though in a way I never would have.