.. cock ... sucking your cock is what I want to do more than anything else in the world," she stammered, the fear on her face belying the words from h...r mouth."Well, since it's you first time, why don't you crawl over here and get acquainted. Just nuzzle it a bit. That's it, rub your face all over it. Now stick your tongue out and lick my balls a bit."Maria was mortified. The only penises she'd ever seen were on her little brother, when she changed him as a baby, and then her boyfriend. They'd. She screamed in pleasure, not pain. We didn’t have too much time. We had to hurry.Then I left her bouncing breasts with a sexy slap on the left breast, caught her petticoat string, and pulled it. Her petticoat dropped around her feet. She stepped out of them. I caught the waist band of her almost wet panty, and pulled it down her legs. Threw her panty where? Even I don’t know. We broke the kiss and she jumped on the bed, opening her legs for me.Then I playfully said, so finally you are ready to. “Nikki baby how are you?” He said smiling. “Come in come in” He lead me to his living room where we started talking “Ok Nikki, You want the video down right?” he said. I looked at him and nodded “Yes, Now. This instant”. “Calm down slut” He said pointing at me. “I don’t take orders, I give them.” He said. “You think you can come in here tell me what to do and just like that you get your way?” He said in a comical tone. “I will make a deal with you.” He said. “NO DEALS” I said. “I want this. As a child, with my parents struggling, and largely failing, I had thought that the only important thing was money. Suddenly I was worth well over a million dollars, and it didn't mean a fucking thing.I guess I'm a sick bastard, but to keep hold of some vestige of my married life I went through the dirty laundry and got as many pairs of Belinda's underwear as I could find and put them in zip loc bags. I was never going to have sex again, not with a live girl, but at least I could touch once.