Clearly he’d known all along. Charlie told me on the day of Suzie’s funeral. The words slammed into her chest like knives, the wall of pressure bu...lding in her lungs at last forcing her to stagger to a halt on the driveway outside the bungalow. Suzie’s funeral? Melissa closed her eyes, gasping for breath. He’d known for fourteen years? A familiar pain rose from the pit of her stomach. It was happening again. Just as always, she’d been the last to know. Matt had known Charlie had cancer, he’d. You entered after your one knock and when you opened the door, you took one look at me and smiled. The smile I loved so much. I got up off the bed and walked over to you and kissed you gently on the lips and I felt your arms go around me pulling me close to you. You started to kiss me back passionately letting your hands slide down my back to my ass and pulling it close to you. I whispered in your ear, "Are you ready for the most passionate night of your life?" and you whispered back, "Yes I. ..", and found her just toweling off after taking off her suit. There she was in all her glory... perfect. She hid herself behind her hands briefly and tried to ask me to leave. I was in panic mode and almost wanted to do as she said and forget about it all, but I stepped fully inside and closed the door behind me. I couldn't back down now. I stepped slowly closer to her, and brushed my hand up and down her arm. "I always knew you were beautiful, but I never knew just how beautiful until now".. " Ms Gloria takes my hand as we startwalking towards my new room.I look around. "Okay baby here we go up." As she picks me, up and puts meon the changing table. I see Karen staring at me as she whispers, "Askher for the earrings or I will tell her you wanted to fill your diaperup." Mommy I know you said we're going to the mall tomorrow, but can I ummmmmget earrings like Karen has?" I see a shocked look on Ms Gloria's face asshe stares at me, then looks down at little five year old Karen."WOW.