There was complete silence and then we laughed out loud. After a few seconds, we were back in our senses. I told Ruby that she was looking sexy in tha... spaghetti.She didn’t say anything just smile and said thanks. I took advantage of that moment and went close to her.Me: Can I get to see that again in real and not in the pic?Ruby was silent. I was a bit scared as to how will she react to this. She did not speak to me after that. She just ignored that question and went into the kitchen and got. I love the stupid cunt and it doesn't seem right to just 'use' her to get myself off. I've been a bear to live with. I'm irritable all the time, kicking the dog, throwing things at the cat, slamming doors. Ok ok I know I'm an asshole, but what do you expect from a guy who gets laid five times a week for twelve years and overnight goes to not getting any? It's a good thing we don't have any kids. God knows what I'd do to them. Let me clear the decks on this while I'm at it. Wanda isn't fat. She. I was pretty sure I was going to need them sooner rather than later and I was right.I gave up on my tour. Well, not exactly. What I did was take a more direct route back to Athens than I intended. From Sofia, we drove to Skopje in Macedonia (working on our English) and found a hotel for the night.As we got ready for bed again, she stood, quite naked and said, "Am ... I ... ugly?"I shook my head. "No, not at all. You are beautiful."I think she understood the meaning, but she cocked her head and. "Yeah," Freya sighed. "I love lofts. Damn, must be nice to have richparents." Esme vaguely remembered that Jason's parents had bought theapartment and were renting it to him and Kurt. She sat Esme down,kneeling before her, holding her hands. "Tell me everything."She been dreading this moment ever since the phone call. She took a deepbreath. "Sal has something on me."Freya squeezed her hands tight. "That you didn't tell the boy's parentsyou're a reporter?"Esme looked at her.Freya laughed..