When I turned again, she was gone. I sat back in the chair thinking “what have I done!” After about 5 minutes of getting my heart rate under contr...l, I gathered up what composure I could and headed to her room to talk to her about what she walked in on, still not sure what I was going to say or even what I could say.When I got to her room, I found the door slightly ajar and knocked as I pushed open the door calling, “Ashely… can we talk?” Ashley, was sitting on her bed and stood when I walked. He killed my lover. He almost killed me.Then he killed himself.No. I killed him.I know. I have no right to live on. But I do.I could annoy you with repentance and remorse, but I won't. Not because I don't honestly feel it. I do feel remorse, about ten tons of it and they all weigh on my heart.But there is no point, is there?My love is dead. George is gone. So is every dream I ever had. I carelessly and thoughtlessly threw them away. I betrayed and killed the one good thing I'd carried within me. Oneof her father's cousins told her about it. She became angry when shefound out her brother was living with her stepmother's brother and theydidn't want him.They were thinking about placing him in a foster home.That all seemed like water under the bridge when her taxi pulled up tothe high-rise building for her meeting with her stepmother's attorney.She felt a lump in her throat as the elevator reached the floor of theattorney's office."Ms. Meggs, Ms. Lawrence is expecting you," the. My "M"brand had healed nicely with the red dye highlighting it brightly. Itsparkled like a disco ball and Mistress Cara grabbed her phone and tooka couple of pictures of it. A tattoo would not have looked better."You will remain unlocked until after the wedding Brenna," statedMichelle. "But don't think you will be playing with it. We are having awonderful new piece made just for you but in the meantime you will becatheterized until it is ready. You will therefore need to be in diapers24/7 as it.