Despite having grown repellant toward his girl playing games, she had even bought some new even more youthful looking outfits and stepped up her actin... for him which initially had brought positive results in that Randy's lovemaking was more powerful, more urgent than before, but hardly more satisfying for her. She never climaxed now but for Randy's sake faked it, her childish cries of helplessness and pain mixed with those of climax getting him off quickly but leaving her empty and unfulfilled.. It hit me that I was falling back into the old pattern of having sex with just about anyone who asked, and THAT was most certainly not what Kara expected of me. I had failed her and really failed myself. Self-justification was a strong suit of mine and I had to find a way to overcome it and actually start acting like I kept promising to. I had, in effect, let Elyse bully me into having sex with her. And if I was totally honest with myself, I had let Tracey and Stephanie goad me into sex with. She stopped walking and dropped her servant's hand. "I'll tell you everything about this place, and about me, in time. I promise." James was unsatisfied, but he nodded in acceptance. His mistress rewarded him with a genuinely warm smile. "Now, let's get down to business." Without another word, she summoned her wooden army of toy soldiers.James spent the rest of the night training under Lilith's guidance. They worked more on conjuring the elements, controlling the weak-minded, and moving objects. ”“I believe you,” I smiled. “But that isn’t quite the point. Call me weird, but...” I told her about June. “I thought there was enough between us that, well, we could be together. But she didn’t see things the same way. It upset me. Suki, where are you going with your life? You’re out of one life. What’s your new one?”Her head was down. She muttered, “I’m part time at our local café. Emily wants me to start back in school. Get some qualifications.”“You need to do that.”“Okay.”“Suki, I...” I.