He went down and I pulled my trunks off. he reached out and touched it and began jerking it, and then i could see his head get real close to my cock a...d he sucked it. I was gonna collapse. He came up and said you got a nice dick but its only half as long as mine. I remember him saying all black guys got bigger dicks than white guys. I kept thinking about them guys in the shower. I went under water again and sucked his cock and he pulled my head real far down on his cock and then shot it right. I had spent months perfecting my cold heart. I had several sexual based affairs which consisted of one and two night stands. I had one ten day relationship, but, I had completely withdrawn myself from the probability of passion or feeling. I was becoming comfortable in my choice of logic over emotion. As soon as that text rang upon my mind, my heart beat faster, on fire, in need. I confessed my feelings a few days later. I told Heather about my love at first sight experience and how I had. You look like you are really loving fucking this little strumpet. You glance over her bony little shoulder and see me holding the wire and your eyes say yes..... yes...... do it.Her nipples brush up and down across your chest as she bounces on your erect cock... her light brown hair flying as she bobs and shakes her pretty little head in time to the music... She is thinking about the two grand you promised her.... about her exciting freshman year of college...so much to live for.... so much. We sat and chatted for about an hour and then my father went to bed leaving my mother and I in the kitchen. "Oh Frank, I have missed you, why didn't you write more often? Three letters in five years isn't much is it," she asked with tears showing in her eyes.I got up and hugged her, again something I never remembering doing before. Now I felt her body against mine, with only her thin nightie covering her body. Also this was the first woman I'd held close in over five years and my body responded.