He pulled me close to him as our mouths met. After a few passionate moments we parted and looked deep into each other’s eyes. ‘That’s a promise ...or tonight, my love,’ I whispered. ‘I’m going to hold you to it,’ he whispered back He smiled and left for the base. I went back to the kitchen and spent a few minutes making a little more breakfast for Brad and Jennifer, knowing they’d be up soon. That night, I slipped into a sexy red silk teddy-and-thong combo and then put on an old sweat suit over. /post-traumatic-stress-disorder being of a civilian nature, & whereas I myself am prior-military-enlistment-personnel anyway, or anyhow however said, & with that being of the way that this, in other words, lunatic-maniac, creep-&-a-weirdo, sicko-psycho has routinely gone about orchestrating, &/or initiating that being of some, or of such of his two-cent-power-plays against that being of my person as a male being of the same sex, & with all of the extreme, &/or excessive noise-making being of. ” I moan again and he kisses my neck and shoulder, his hands kneading my tits slowly. I try to keep the pretense going, writhing and squirming unconvincingly in his grasp. I feel myself getting so wet with anticipation. My eyes close as I lean into him. “You’re going to ‘make me’?” I ask innocently, but I think I know what he means and I feel the thrill in my stomach become like a dynamo. One of his hands leaves my breast and I hear him rummaging in the closet. He whispers to himself “yeah,. Today, his subconscious was ready for that tactic. Then, you were trying to control him with your thoughts, which you really don't have the skill or power to do at this point. As far as 'going against the grain, ' you successfully did that with your friend, Carrie, last night when you convinced her to go to your girlfriend's house." Is that why I got the headache yesterday and the one today?" Yes. It happened when you had broken through Carrie's resistance. Going against the grain can work if.