It was a major turn-on to see other men leer at her with obvious intent and just-as-obviously wish they were me. Eat your hearts, out, Guys! Having t...sted the world of achievement and privilege I inhabited, this love of my life developed a burning ambition to succeed. She expressed a desire to correct a mistake she made long ago; to go back to school and complete her education. She had already begun attending classes a couple of nights a week to earn her GED. I was delighted and promised her a. As of a sudden Billy looked me in the eyes saying “Mom, you are a very hot woman, you have a body to attract any man in the whole world, and I wonder why you never go out for fun?” My lower jaw dropped of a shock, I smiled saying “what?” he nodded smiling, and I checked my body while saying “who would want to look at an old woman like me honey?”Billy got closer, placed both of his hands on my shoulders, pulled me closer to him, he placed a very soft kiss on my cheek saying “mom, never. I tried to speak, but she shushed me and led meover to the kitchen table. Dad came in from the living room to check onus. Mom quietly asked him to leave us alone for a bit. I was almost onmom's lap, still crying."Now honey," she said in the sweetest voice, "tell me what happened."I sniffled and cleared my throat. "I don't want to be a man!" I startedsobbing again.Mom stroked my hair and rocked me a little. "I know, Tabby. What makesyou think that's going to happen?"Over several rounds of crying. He had told her he'd think about it. He said he wasn't sure that's what he wanted to do at this time. Deep down, she realized she was relieved to hear him say that. She knew society didn't accept their having a sexual relationship, and she wasn't really sure they'd ever be together again, that way. But, she still wanted that option to be open to them if that's what they both decided to do.When Jenna told her room mate, Diane, that she wanted to start dating, Diane was delighted. Diane was an.