Sagar had some other center he had told that he will come to station by himself. Meanwhile I was all alone with Shilpa, the day I had been dreaming fo.... I took her to Bandra in local train, the train was crowded and she told that she’ll come in ladies compartment and I am not allowed there. I told that she is allowed in general compartment and she smiled. Train was crowded, she had to stand close to me, I could smell her breath, and she was too close to me. I thought this could be the day to. " He says firmly.I quickly get to my feet and with the weights tugging and swinging from my tits, fetch a pair from the kitchen. I return to kneeling on the blanket and hand them to master. He takes a sandwich box from the carrier, takes the lid off and puts the box on the shelf where I cannot see what's inside. Scissors in one hand and standing over me he reaches into the box!"I've been round all the dogging sites and crusing sites and toilets collecting these!" He sneers holding a used condom. It was early and cool, but the sun dappled thesidewalk beneath the trees and I enjoyed the ride through the quietstreets. There were just the dogwalkers about and a few old geezerscontemplating their lawns, preparing to launch the all-American war onweeds. At the Cooper house Simone let me in, still wearing Ayesha's supplecoffee-colored body. She stayed behind the door, careful not to letherself be seen by the neighbors."Did you bring it?" she asked, her big brown eyes wide and shining, and. I got up and walked out still holding my coffee mug.Saturday and Sunday were, somber, I think is the word. She never left the house, and I didn't either. Meals were silent affairs too except for the occasional pass the salt and pepper and such. I had called my boss at home and taken the whole following week off; I didn't tell the whore. I knew I wouldn't be able to concentrate on work. I would probably have cut off my arm or drilled a hole in it or something. But hell, a hole had already been.