The first person she thought of calling was Chad, but he was probably teaching a class. Instead, she called Cindy and said they needed to have lunch t...gether."It's about time," said Cindy as they took bites of salad. "Does this mean a decision will be made?" I don't know," said Claire."You want me to see if Mr. Zimmerman will let me go with you?" No," said Claire. "That's nice of you, but it's not necessary." I wonder if John will be there," said Cindy."You think they'd let him out of jail for. Do you think it's been easy for me? Do youthink I wanted to feel this way? You act like I've done somethinghorrible to you. I haven't. It's been done to me and I can't change it.I've tried, believe me I've tried. It's a part of me and it's NOT goingaway. Each time I suppress it, it becomes stronger. And when I finallygive in and put on a dress, it feels wonderful and I love it even more." I'm sorry, it's just a lot to deal with all at once, but I'm trying,"Pat said."Do you think it's been fun. If the lady had been looking at me, I expect She will have seen my mouth drop open and my eyes widen as I gawped at Miss Lisa, and a gasp escape me. Obviously I’m not touching myself, just looking, and looking and looking, standing there and just ogling this mag for minute after minute. I can’t believe the shop lady wouldn’t have noticed but I’m in my usual trance now, when a girl’s got me on the verge. Did I moan? Did I yelp? Was I quivering all over? Did my knees crumple? Did a big jolt go. He opened the cash register and started counting and adding it up. "Oh man I made a wonderful amount today", he said to himself. Just as he was putting his money away he heard the door open. He went to see who it was. He peeked out of the back and saw a huge silhouette figure coming in. As the figure was still approaching he reached for his shotgun, which he always kept out of sight but closeby where he could easily get to it. "Can I help you?", he asked, making sure the figure’s attention.