Mine was as well. After several deep breaths she asked, "Why were you afraid of me knowing that?"My next words again spilled out of me before I could ...hink. "I dunno. Because you're amazing. Because you're unbelievably sexy. Because you're married. To an incredibly successful lawyer, I might add. Because every man at the company, and every man we've ever worked with, wants you." Oh please, my husband is one thing, but you don't honestly think I give a shit about the trophy collectors? The ones. Tamera answered the door with nothing on but her black g-string panties. She was not trying to cover up, just letting all her beauty show. I asked her if I was too early. Tamera said, "No this is the surprise that I told you about. I have all ways found you to be a very good looking guy and I could never tell you at work how I feel about you. So I thought that I would show you how I feel." I said, "Tamera I too found you to be a very good looking woman, and that I would love to be with you as. I decided to thank the Creator for all my blessings.There had been many times I had thought of my Transexualism as a Curse. I had even contemplated suicide many, many times. My own family does not know this. I went to a Shrink one time and was diagnosed as Gender Dysphoric. That is a term I absolutely abhor, it sounds like an incurable disease.When I dated earlier in life there were times I never mentioned I was a TS. When they were told or found out about my secret it was a distinct turn on to. You don’t think Cailan and Anora shared a room, do you? This is the husband’s private chamber. He would ... uh, ‘visit’ his wife in her room when they wanted to, uh...”We all blushed, except Zevran, who cackled while we all avoided eye-contact awkwardly. My brother may approve of my husband, but he hasn’t gotten over his abject fear of talking about sex with me. I snorted. “Right. Got it.”Aedan pointed at the other room and cleared his throat. “And that’s where your lady’s maid and manservant.