I let the vibrator slide up and down the length of my lips, pleasing my clit and teasing my opening. I could feel his breath against my cheek and his ...ands on my body. I slipped the vibrator into my wetness and moaned again, long and soft. I gripped the vibrator tightly with my pussy as I pushed it further in, almost the entire length. Slowly I began to pull it back out, the vibration still stimulating my hard clit. Back in went the vibrator, I began to quicken the pace, in and out, my free. Weaker. Smaller. My identity has been taken from me. My life has been taken. And I forget why. All I know is I am a girl. I have no idea how I will live as one... I'm tired.D. You've been napping.J. I tried to stay up. I tried to remember more. Like yesterday. But - I give up. It's over. I have to sleep. I give up.D. Give up what?J. [silent]D. What do you remember?J. [silent]D. Do you want to stop?J. [silent]D. I'm turning off the tape now.[end of tape][end of session][end of transcript]Doctor. Now I and my cousin teja were alone. We started to move ahead and I offered some pomegranates to her. I felt her first touch I touched her soft hand while giving her the seeds. We started to chat each other and we entered into a rose garden. I plucked few roses and gave to her. She refused to take it. I asked her why. She said to me that to keep roses in her hair. I asked to turn back and I placed roses in her hair and gently touched her hair and her shoulders. By this touch by pennies has. I’m not sure if I still have any power but now is a good time to find out...Ira feels somewhat strange...I am undergoing a strange feeling that I have never experienced before. I look over at Ms. Blaine and she appears to be in a trance while she mouths words which I cannot comprehend. The strange feeling seems to be an energy which I have never felt flowing from Ms. Blaine, through my sister and into me. A peace I have never previously felt washes over me and I relish embracing the total peace.