It felt larger and harder than it ever felt before. My cock was the nerve center of my body, and the rest of me was a useless appendage, who's only pu...pose was to keep it restrained. She blew on it, drying the moisture, all the while playing with my balls. When it was dry enough for her to continue, she did. She picked up the small camel hair brush for cleaning the lens of our camcorder, and proceeded to brush the sensitive underside of my shaft. My body started to convulse, as I lost control.. " Your landlord mentioned that it was just a chance happening. She hadn't even set out an advertisement or anything yet."This person was a walk in. It just happened. By chance."But that's not the half of it," mom added. "This new person wants to move in by the first of June!!"My eyes grew wide and, "Wow!" dashed from my mouth.I looked at Lindie and then Michelle. I could see the wheels were turning in both of their brains. They both had broad smiles spread across their faces."We can help you. Knowing that I didn't feel this way, and being encouraged to think I was alone in it, did wonders to isolate me from my own sex for fear of its judgment, and to make even just experiencing lust seem so taboo that it was made all the stronger.So, with a boiling sex drive I wasn't supposed to have, and very specific tastes that seemed unmeetable, I was almost convinced that I was somehow broken on both levels and that I would go on like this, desperate for the impossible, through the rest of my. '" Let's do it, Cher. Make me, Nina the girl next door."Make me beautiful, I thought. I don't want to do any of the work. I don't even want to think. Do your magic, then open the cocoon and let me fly away. I did everything in the half day treatment except for the steam room. Let's not "do some steam" this time, I thought.I felt beautiful, and new when I came out. I am a woman. Women should look beautiful, so they attract men. That's nature, that's the world. I repeated the mantra all the way.