” “You love me? You have an odd way of expressing affection,” I said. “I do love you and I don’t want a divorce. I’ll break it off and nev...r do it again. Please, Jim, please.” “Oh I see. Now I’m supposed to take you in my arms tell you all is forgiven and that I love you and we’ll live happily ever-after, because you said please?” “That would be nice,” she said, but couldn’t help a smile at the ridiculousness of it. “So, are you going to throw me out?” she asked. “I don’t know. I love you. I. She also thought the extra space would make a great place for an idea she had, as the ceiling is much higher then in the cellar. She had seen one of my computer porn pictures of a girl bound and hanging from a hook, and she instructed me to do a similar thing to myself that weekend. I decided to use the garage door opener (it was disconnected from the door) to raise me up after I bound myself. First I moved the down limit switch to give only about 2 feet of travel. Next I attached a 1/2". Maybe she was a slut. Instead of being embarrassed as she looked at the pictures of other women completely naked, she now wondered what it would be like to touch, taste, embrace a woman or be embraced by one. She wondered how it would feel to touch a man’s scrotum and how they all seemed to look different and change shapes so much. She had even been curious enough to sneak a “bun-length” hot dog into her room to practice “deep-throating” it so that she could have an idea of what it was all. He basically told my parents that he was a new teacher at my school and that I was late because I stayed after practice helping clean some stuff up and help around, being a good girl basically, which saved me from any possible scolding. I don't know what impressed me more, that he just came up with that, or that he was so convincing and charming my parents wanted him to stay for dinner - he declined. This pretty much put the last nail in my crush coffin. I couldn't sleep for shit, I couldn't.