'Oh god!' I thought, 'look at that BLACK cock!' It was far, far bigger than mine (at about seven and half inches, compared to my mere five incher)!I w...nted to take my cock out and jerk off so bad at that moment, and yet, I refrained from doing so! I'd already gone for nearly 14 days in a row of a complete and total chastity observance, so as I stood quietly watching as my wife fucked Duane with such unabashed abandon, I found myself biting my lower lip with the growing frustration, that both. You've been unfaithful to me many times since our marriage, and you feelyou must finally confess your infidelities, and you've now done so. Allbecause of what you call women's irresistible appeal, your love of allthings feminine. You say you feel driven to be close, intimate withwomen who radiate that femininity. That some of us seem drenched in it.You say when you're close to such women you can't help yourself, it's anoverwhelming urge, you yield, you melt into them. So you're. You can't miss it." OK, thanks." I answered.I excused myself from the table, got up and exited the room as fast as I could. I entered the bathroom and closed the door behind me. I leaned my back against the closed door and took a deep breath."Oh, God." I sighed to myself.I just stood there for a minute taking deep breaths and trying desperately to calm down. In a couple of minutes there was a soft knock on the door. I hesitated for a moment, then spoke."Who is it?" I asked somewhat. “Yes,” I said. “I understand.”There was sudden flurry of activity. I thought it was sudden. The men in uniform were moving back and forth. I saw them take my daddy outside, out the front door. I knew what they were doing. I wished I wasn’t so ugly. I don’t know why I was thinking that; it had nothing to do with anything; it had no meaning, but then again, it did for me. I would be ugly at my daddy’s funeral. I was bawling, loudly bawling!I’d been drinking. I needed to drink. It was night time..