Although I know the result will be electrifying, it’s the last thing I want when I’m this close to coming. Losing grip every second signifies fail...re on some level, my conscience tumbling away despite the mental gymnastics as She emerges. I want this to celebrate love, not cloaked lust. The blurred distinction between the two may be semantics, but to my inner bitch it’s all about torrid execution. As I wither and She blossoms, the fractured mirror between my worlds affords glimpses of my body. Things inside of me moving around. Stuff that wasn't there before growing inside me, other things disappearing. I can feel new flesh forming inside of the gash in my groin, folds of skin wrinkling up and stuffing it full. I can feel two holes open up inside the gash. One is definitely my urethra. The other... there's just no way that's a vagina.I feel dizzy... and that's when I drop to the floor in a faint.Moments later I find myself having fallen backwards off the small raised stage we set up,. .........One night I talked her into going to one of the adult book stores. We had been to a couple in the past but nothing came up during those visits. Tonight I had a plan, told her to wear one of her dresses that buttoned all the way in front. We entered and I got cash to fed the box in a private viewing booth. Guys were checking her out as we went into a dark hall way and I picked a booth that had a longer bench that had room for more than two people. I intentionally left the door unlocked. "Thanks, it’s linen so not too hot for here." She replied."Here you go," Ben said.Dani looked up and saw him holding two identical drinks."Oh thanks." She said.Seeing Ana chatting to Chris she reached out and took both of them from Ben, putting Ana’s on the table in front of her Dani gently nudged her and Ana turned and looked at her."Drink there for you." Dani said as holding her own drink to her lips."Oh great." Ana said reaching for her drink. "Cheers," she added and clinked her glass.