I had to make it up to her. Luckily for me, Maria stood up and walked out of the room. ‘Hey eumm,… I’m sorry about what happened.’ I said....‘I freaked out you know. I was completely surprised.’ ‘And I want to make it up to you. So if there is anything you need …’ She looked up, made a forward movement with her chest, so I had a perfect look of its shape, and answered: ‘Well, I do have a lot of archiving to do today. If you want to help out, that’s fine by me.’ I knew where she was going. It was a dance as old as the human race, and we were in perfect step.Geneva's body was telling me that any misgivings she had been nursing about consenting to her first sexual encounter were long-forgotten. She was giving herself over to this coupling as if the future of the human race depended upon it. Presumably, the condom would assure that we weren't going to be among the first people to repopulate the planet after the Virus.But it felt as if our bodies were trying to be.For the first time. And truthfully, I think that goes for Greg too. I had the strongest feeling that when he left, he left for good. And now, as far as I'm concerned, I'm clutching to the only things that make sense to me in this craziness." And those are?" Those are how much Kevin cares about me and I care about him, plus how much I love being a mom." O.K., but even if you consummate your relationship with Kevin, do you have to go to the level of getting pregnant by him, Simone? No matter how you look at it, he's. "She pulled him on top of her and wrapped her legs around him, pulling him deep. Then, she rolled back again. "Yes. I feel you deep inside. I love you, too, especially... Ah! And then, sometimes I pretend. I pretend it isn't you, that it's another guy." Anyone special?" No, that's what's so wonderful. When you're inside me I can pretend it's anyone. Sometimes it's an old lover, sometimes it's one of our friends, like Tim, or Rudy. And sometimes I fantasize. I pretend it's some guy I saw on the.