I read the letter.“Little O, my brother. I’m sorry. Really. This shit is too much for me. I love my wife and my kids. I love you. I hate this life... Too many backstabbers. Too many life suckers. The last time I went out with Belinda there were guys hitting on her when I went to the head. There is no more honor. There is no more brotherhood, except with you. I am going to do it. You know Belinda loves you. I think that she loves you more than me because of the way I have been. Please, my brother.. I did date a couple of times ... but ... I was always comparing them to you and there was always something not right or not good enough. When I was honest with myself, I knew you were more important to me than I was willing to admit. When you stopped that day and came and got me from the bus stop ... after I got over the shock of you coming to get me ... I guess that's when I knew it was time to make up my mind."I released the breath that I'd been unconsciously holding as she explained."Now,". Fuck." I'd really like to make love to you. You're such a hot girl. Would you like to do that with me?" I kind of lied to you. I'm really a virgin." That's okay. If you want, I could fuck your asshole. This way you can save your virginity for somebody else. I could pop your anal cherry." Okay! That sounds really good. You're not mad." Are you k**ding? Of course not. I'll fuck that gorgeous ass of yours and be the happiest guy in the world. Let me go get some lube. You'll love this."Jack then. Nowadays, a lot of women are hairless. But back then, even the women in men's magazines had bushes, though no doubt trimmed and air-brushed. I had never even heard of a shaved beaver, much less seen one. I sensed a pervert. But I didn't say anything. Just the thought of Ellie's sweet snatch without all that fur hiding it was giving me a boner. I guess I was kind of pervy, too. Especially when it came to Ellie. I tried to get her into the sack, but she said she didn't want to fuck because she.