You are a girl now and forever. You were born to wearpanties and be pretty for men". It was so humiliating. Somewhere in mymind I remembered that I ...ad been born male and grew up as a boy. NowI was 30 years old, wearing a dress made for a little girl, and beingspanked in panties by a real man while I lay over his lap. I couldfeel his hard cock through his pants pressing into my dress. And Icould hear the sounds of Daddy's spanks getting louder. It hurt sobad. Daddy spanked my bottom. Tiffany came home for a few days, which helped me a lot--I really needed her support at that time.You don't know loneliness until the love of your life is gone. Day after dreary day, I came home to an empty house and stared at the four walls. Nothing interested me anymore--life didn't seem worth living. Although I wasn't aware of the depth of it at the time, I'd fallen into a deep depression. At one point I'd contemplated suicide, and I might have gone ahead with it, but for Tiffany's. ..I start moaning when he thrust slowly in me...he leans down and kisses me on the neck...sucking on my ear lobe..“Good morning" he says in a very husky voice...making me shiver... all I do to reply is moan... he chuckles and starts going faster....the pain gets a little thrown off...then the pleasure kicks in....I pant and moan...and shudder at the sensation..... now I can control myself to say something “ohhhh danny....ohhhh....mmmmmm....yea..fuck me...fuck your little slut!!!" I moaned....I. You wrapped your legs around my hips to pull me inside you even deeper as I pressed against the cervical wall; it almost felt like it was opening to encircle me and as you contracted your muscles – I am amazed at how you can control your vaginal muscles; it almost as if you are sucking me inside you deeper and deeper!I can see now that David has grown fully erect again – I don't know what that man is taking (three erections in less than two hours) but I have to get myself some of that! With.