. oh hell I said I wasn't going to do this." Do what." I wasn't going to talk about... before. Others." So don't." No, I think... look, there have bee... others before, for me, that's not a secret, but it has never, ever been like that." Bad?" Don't be so insecure..." she kissed him, tears coming again. "I've never connected like that before... it's always been just something to do... that was like, like something to be. It was your first at anything, but it was my first time having someone make. God how would they all feel if they knew a female was sitting amonst them witnessing their fisting of their meat, in a fuckless waist of energy and shooting their seed onto dry ground, look around one more time, here I sit, warm, moist, and ready to receive.Occasionally one stands up, maintaining a stooping posture as he shuffles of to the exit, he is relieved and is now scurrying away after depositing a fresh layer to the sticky carpeted floor, the same floor my naked toes lovenly caress, as I. While I searched for work, I moved in with my dad and his new wife. I got a job driving a truck. The company closed 3 months after I started working there. To make things worse my dad's wife hated my guts. In mid September my "stepmom" gave my dad the ultimatum, either I go or she does. So my dad told me I had to go. My mom was living with my sister at the time and I hadn't seen any friends for years. The next day I got a phone call. It was Shelly. I don't know how she got my number or how she. Clearly I was in the mood, but today it was the most powerful I had ever experienced before, and even when I touched myself I felt I would explode, the waves of desire swept across my fevered body, but I wanted to wait, my mind was constantly focused on my son, last night I felt him press against me, his urgency, remained between my buttocks, which I unashamedly pressed back at him.I arose as he slept in the morning, and in the stillness of the morning light, I stared at him, suddenly the.