I was in two minds as to going but that day a little girl I'd played with for weeks suddenly was missing and I knew it wasn't because she'd gone home....I was very depressed over it so I decided to go but I had no intention of taking any E or anything else. I didn't give Ben a definite answer because I didn't want Su Lee to know either. Of course I knew my keeper would not agree to it but I wasn't about to tell him. I just asked for some money to buy a new pair of jeans. Unfortunately one of the. She looked at me and asked anymore you wanna screw with me you saying this she went weeping to her room. I asked myself,” What did I do? I took aunt’s laptop and accessed my files and sent them to the college. I gave a call to the college to confirm whether they received it or not. They said, “They didn’t, I sent the files one more time and waited for their reply. In the meantime Neha had her bath and sat beside me.I thought fuck she’ll screw me. Neha said Vic, I’m sorry for my earlier actions.. I needed to talk to my kids. I needed something to make me feel human and loved again. It didn't happen. After dinner Ken and the other three all came to my room for the main event. They took turns fucking me and having me blow them until we ran out of condoms and they ran out of steam. At one point, I'd screamed in pain when Ken forced his dick halfway into my ass. I immediately pulled away from him and slapped the shit out of him."Lisa, I thought you'd like to see what double penetration was. I didn't think I'd be excited by doing it where others might see me. I sort of figured out the exhibitionism thing by looking at websites. I found one where a couple did it on the side of the road. There were cars passing by in the background. I didn't want to go that far but the thought of doing things like we did last night aroused me. The same is true with this. But I don't want you to worry that I'm going to start treating you like my personal sex toy or something. I'm not. I just saw this.