The contrast was what was important to me and the reason it was so hard to stop.The affair with Louis began more than four months ago and started as a...chance meeting at the supermarket where he was the manager. He had apparently noticed me as one of the regulars and finally spoke to me one day. I liked him from the start and we began to look forward to those days when I came in for my supplies. We flirted and made suggestive comments but never more than that. Until one day, I lost my car keys. With every step towards me I could feel them grow stronger, and they seemed to assault me and overcome me, until I almost felt the same way.She was at the edge of the bed now, and reached a single hand out to my head. My heart felt like it was going to burst, and my small hands trembled. I could feel her cold fingers brushing against the cheeks of my face, gently and slowly.She moved her hand back, and I could hear her whisper, "Who are you?"I calmed down considerably now, knowing she meant no. .. the depression that had been descending upon me since last night, longer than that if I was being honest, or my exhausted state, or simply because this lovely young woman was actually here ... but I cried. Racking sobs that shook my body. And she held me.Eventually I fell asleep wrapped in Erin's arms.I awoke, and with my eyes closed I couldn't hear anything, so I opened them. The room was dark, and I was alone. Had I been dreaming?At that moment the door opened, spilling some light from. I also didn’t know what to do and out of the blue my father in law was very ill so my husband too was not there as he had taken our one and half year old daughter so I won’t have any problem while working. I was shit scared and didn’t know what to do.I called Paresh sir and told him what happened and he was really bad mouthed and cursed me with all the bad words without bothering I am women. He came back that day very late in the evening and I was with him alone in his office where he told this.