I felt a sudden stab of uneasiness. Having another man come on to me was a new and unsettling occurrence. True, Matt had done it, and I had responded,...but he was someone I knew, not a complete stranger. My initial discomfort soon gave way, however, to other feelings: curiosity first, then excitement. There was something gratifying about having someone admire you, even if it was a man, and something thrilling about the prospect of acting on it.Not that I didn’t have second thoughts. The guy. It has a hole in the floor for me to piss. I never have to shit. I give myself a deep-flush enema every day which keeps me clean. It is a three step process, implemented by The Doctor early on. I enjoy it and the enjoyment makes me feel sick, disgusted with myself even as I stroke my pussy and cum. Theyve altered me several times. Hair dye, collagen in my lips, ass, cunt lips, clitoris, stretching and binding my nipples, hands, feet, colored contacts, piercings that come and go. The Doctor is. “I’m sorry I messed things up with Jorge,” she said.“I hope you told Cindi that, but, I think it’ll all work out. He was here to study today. And maybe, just maybe, he really wasn’t ready for what Cindi wanted.”“I’m just cautious, I guess.”“So am I, but I tend to only apply my rules to myself, not to others. It’s what we kept coming back to in the conversations about age, both last spring and last week. We have to strike the right balance of being concerned for people and of letting people. She glanced again at the curtain that covered the only window in the room. She knew it covered well, because she'd put it there herself."What in the world happened to you?" asked Millie, sounding shocked.Boots knew Millie was seeing the scars Jasper had left on her. He had loved to inflict pain while he had sex. He'd loved to inflict pain when he was mad about something too."You fall off a horse a few times and land in sagebrush or cactus, and you'll look like this too," she said, darkly."I'm.