But it was apparent that things would get out of hand quickly the desire we had for each other was taboo, but that made us want the other even more. M... brother is two years older than me; when all this started he was twenty I was eighteen. I had been rather sheltered and had just discovered my vagina and had realized how good it felt to rub the top of the mound. I’d hide in my room and study my soft folds for what seemed like hours. The way that it glistened with who knows what after I had. He noticed there was no sign of a bra across her dark back. As the zipper ended, he noticed the string across her bottom. He closed his eye and exhaled loudly.Jason’s warm breath hit her bare skin and Jennifer felt goosebumps pop up all over her body. She felt his hands leave her zipper and she slowly turned to face him. She looked up into his hazel eyes. She was tired of hiding her feelings.She slowly moved her hands away from the dress and it fell to her feet. She stood there in only her. Look I’m sorry I don’t unload on total strangers. I have no idea why I did it this time. Maybe because I found him in my house waiting for Jeff yesterday. He has started to come and go as he pleases just like he still lived there. I am so upset maybe that is why.’ ‘Well there is nothing I can do but I am glad if it helped you a little to talk about it.’ I said it while looking out the window. I know she thought I wasn’t interested. It was pretty much what I wanted her to think. Her mood. .. what women want is to feel safe and protected and cherished."Now it was my turn to be silent while I reorganized my thoughts. I was used to her, and I thought I understood the leap she'd just made. She was trying to tell me that Karin still had a long way to go in resolving her issues ... but why did she use those words, and in that way. Did she feel she was missing something, too?"Honey ... I'm sure that my mother tried to make me understand that, but she also taught me to respect women in.