He could not take his eyes off her. That was a foolish thing to do. His happy mood nose dived. "If only ... I wonder whether she's happy ... I wonder ...hether she'd have been happy with me now ... How I wish ... No I don't ... I mustn't..."He signalled the waiter, settled his bill and left. He walked morosely back to his room. He undressed and climbed listlessly into bed. He lay there struggling to get the girl out of his mind and trying to persuade himself once more that no woman was worthy of. I’d always been careful and hesitant before revealing too many personal details but my needs were strong and so I decided to take a risk and comply.The message to me had been sent 2 hours previously, but it was only 10 mins when my mobile beeped an incoming SMS message.“Make yourself available to talk on phone tomorrow between 2pm and 3pm. Failure to answer means this ends immediately. Do not call this number without permission.”It was a pretty sleepless night as my nerves were stretched. I. And the day it came true was one I’ll never forget, nor will I ever better it, everything was perfect: the place, the girl, the atmosphere that evening. It all took place at my house one Saturday night. My parents were away for the weekend, so I had invited my girlfriend Marie over for the evening. We had been seeing each other for nearly seven months now, but we had never progressed beyond some heavy petting. I deeply wanted and craved more, but she assured me that She would tell me when the. Then I found her clothes. Her blouse she wore when she entered along with her jeans and her bra and her panties. Of course I sniffed these items and I must say I would have spent the whole afternoon simply doing this if not for what I found buried underneath the clothes. It was a spiral notebook and when I looked inside I quickly determine that it was the information for her internet screen names which she used on the computer. She had her screen names.