Fear. Lust. Hate. Love. Envy. Jealousy. Pride, even. Curiosity. Abject terror and awe as well. I was usually the object of bullying and derision, and ...t didn’t take long for at least some of them to brazen it out by returning to their usual conduct.“Hey, wimp, what are you doing with two ladies? You should be alone or else bent over a table, taking dick in your cornhole ... or sucking cock straight from someone’s pussy or ass! I don’t like you having female company, dickwad. You’d better make. He was wearinga pair of tracksuit trousers and a sweat stained top."Let's go to your bedroom Graham."He followed me as I crawled there. Once in my bedroom he took thepillow cover off my pillow. As he started pulling down his tracksuittrousers he spoke."I've just been to gym and worked up a bit of a sweat. I thought you'dlike something to remember me by when I'm not physically here."I watched in disgust as he wiped his armpits, his crotch and mostdisgustingly his ass crack, with my pillow. From the way the MAA spoke I'm already certain that my limbs are gone. But I hope otherwise. I gingerly pulled my left arm out from under the blanket. I can feel the blanket rub against the back of my hand, a feeling I am incredibly familiar with, I think it's a feeling I had almost every morning. I instinctively close my eyes as the blanket falls away. I just couldn't seem to look, I am too scared of what I already know to be true, the blanket fell away much too fast, my arm is too short. I. "He, He, Well, I very much enjoy the evening, it's been a long time since I've been out"."Ya, It's the first time I've been out since filing the Divorce Papers"."Ah, this is only the third time for me, and the other to did go well"."Well I hope the third was better"?"Oh, Yes, It couldn't have been better, Well here's my car, Um there would be one thing that would make it Perfect, But I'm sure your not ready yet"."Not ready yet for What"?"Um, to kiss me good night" Oh, Ron, MMMMmmm, HHhmmm,.