“It’s a long road,” Khozem sighed, “and I’ve let it get beyond me. I’m not sure why, but I’m not myself anymore. I need to be mylself ag...in. Being mmyself demands that I run into some sort of failure...”“With me?”“You will always be my first success. I mean that I run into these failures. I lost it somewhere. It just vanished. I’m not cut out for much. I’m trying to be someone I can’t be. I can’t concentrate, and I’ve been sleeping so much.”“Why not start by taking a shower?”“And then?”“We’ll. With the restraints in place, well, seatbelts like that, you know how they work. Pull them out of the holder, lockthem into the buckle, and any excess you pull out gets pulled back in. Youcan't pull them back out until they've rolled all the way back in, whichyou know of course means that where the chair's concerned, I couldn't(can't) stand farther up. Once downward motion's in place, those belts areslowly going to pull me down.........wait for it....I know, I know, dearreader, you can. The Latina teen had to hold back her nausea at the concept. Part of her was thankful that she had just imagined the two of them screwing in her bed that night, despite it seeming incredibly real. But both Freddie and Jade had confirmed that wasn't the case so they were probably better judges than her.As if by magic, the door opened, and Jade walked through, looking a bit annoyed."Hey, Jade," Tori greeted her, but she just got a slight sneer in return."Vega… you know how I feel about you, and. .who knows how long this will last."This was Ruth, the brunette, she did most of the talking. Sarah, the tallerblond, just smiled a lot and stared at me with worrying intensity.In the mall, they sneaked me into a ladies toilet and we all went into thedisabled cubicle. There they had me change into a little denim mini, a tightpink boob tube and 3" beige wedges. Sarah tied my hair into a tight ponytailand added tons of black eye make up and pink lip gloss. The overall effect wasto make me look.