He even tried to convince his therapist that he was really a guy. He even told the therapist the story. He only thought he was crazy, also, and tried ...o bring him back to his senses.Eventually he just gave up, and pretended to tell and show the therapist he was recovering. That girl erased any proof and evidence that John ever existed, so he thought continuing with his fight for masculinity would only get him a trip to a mental institute. Nobody at school ever found out, though. His. "Does that scare you?" Tyler asked, worried about Mike.It took a few seconds for Mike to answer, but he snapped out of it and replied, "No, I'm just surprised. It's kind of hot, actually."This is it. This is our best chance. It's now or never.I speak up. "Well Mike, if you thought that was hot, maybe we can all fool around together?"Walker and I look at Mike. Mike looks at Tyler, who slowly nods at him with approval and acceptance. Then Mike replies, "I don't know. I might be up for it, but it. Reminds her that she agreed to do anything he requests. She feels so embarrassed as he intently watches her pee. Oh is she going to get even for this. What was that saying again? ‘Payback is a bitch!’ A knock on the door interrupts the fixed gaze between the two in the bathroom. He closes the door and lets the bellhop in, nodding yes when asked if that is all. He signs the slip for the young man and closes the door once again locking it. He hears the water running asks her to wait to take a. We went to the music room and I chose from the selection of classical music and put a collection of Mozart concertos on the turntable, carefully lowered the arm, and then went to sit with Clarissa.“You’re awfully quiet,” Clarissa said.“I could say the same about you,” I replied. “I was just enjoying the quiet time together.”“Usually when you’re this quiet, you’re deep in thought.”“Usually, but not this time. I was just enjoying our walk.”“A time to ‘stop and smell the roses’?”“Something like.