One person kept coming back into his mind, Beverly. At first he was just curious, wondering how she was doing, was she happy?As agreed they had their ...irst lunch at the end of Beverly's initial semester. This went really well and James was amazed at how much she was growing, not just with her course work, but personally. She was much more open and more attractive than he had remembered. He chuckled, thinking she must be a late bloomer.At the end of her second semester, they had their next. We decided the rules of the game as we wanted them. If it was your turn to roll, the others said whoever you did whatever to and the dice said what to do. That person then was next to roll. Christy rolled first and we named Jennifer as her first choice. The dice said, ‘kiss’ and ‘knee’ so Christy kissed Jennifer's knee. After a few rounds it was John's turn. We chose Jennifer and rolled. The dice said ‘lick’ and ‘lips.’ Jokingly, John mentioned that he wanted to lick a different set of lips. Beth asked me if I liked foreplay. Before I could say anything Daniel said "hell yes", I agreed too! When Beth handed me the "j" she stayed close to me. Daniel got up to get an other bottle of wine. As he walked away Beth began to rub the back of my neck, telling me how pot made her feel frisky. Feeling high and turned on myself I turned to Beth and before I know it we were kissing, turning into some heavy making out. She had turned and was facing me, in a heavy passionate kiss. I could feel. She had bruises on her hips and breasts. She touched one rosy nipple and flinched. It was sore. Sonny’s whiskers and lips had rubbed it almost raw. ‘What’s wrong with me?’ she thought. She shuddered and hugged herself. ‘What am I doing? Why can’t I stop acting like this?’ Stiffly, she walked to her bedroom, slipped beneath the covers, and lay there, crying. What was she doing to herself? What was driving her to debase herself this way? Why couldn’t she find someone who cared about her, instead.