..I know you probably think I’m insane, but I’d never forgive myself if I didn’t tell you how badly I want more. If you want, I’ll leave now a...d just chalk it up to me imagining there was something - I don’t know - electric between us. But I really hope that’s not what you want.”“I would hate that,” Autumn said. He was looking at her like he couldn't get enough and everything about him, the way he talked, the way he stood, all of it felt necessary, like she couldn't be without it. “I haven't. A candle on the table, vanilla essence fills the room. The light flickers, your tanned skin alive. I watch the rise and fall of your body, gauging your rhythm. I hate to wake you, but long for you. You will sleep at the drop of a hat. My mind decides, I step to the bed, softly sliding beside you, my left hand gently caresses your hip. I feel you shift, stir. I gaze at your face, your eyelids flicker, you breath deeply. Encouraged, I trace my fingers up your hip, to your side. Towards your. She smile and ignored. She serve the evening tea and after having the evening tea I went to stroll the market. In the dinner the same thing happened. I went to the room and masturbate. Suddenly I heard some sound from my uncle room. I went near their room and tried to listen. I was surprise to find that my uncle who is an alcoholic was beating Sangita aunt. I tried to see through the key hole and was surprise to see that my aunt was completely naked and my uncle was inserting a mouth of an. OK, I didn't tell her the whole truth that I was in love with her, which I was now fully aware that I was! Totally, irrevocably and entirely in love with her! Not a boy's love, but a Man's! She then did something that I didn't expect! She invited me to sit next to her on the couch! When I had done this, she asked me not to tell my mother what she had tried to do! I really didn't know what to do, but she said that she would explain it all to me, if I would come over that afternoon with my.