. there was something missing. I don't know if it was... I don't know what it was, but Hope filled it." Emotional connection?" What?" Marcus isn't nor...al." She had to hold up a hand to ward off Shawna's objection. "He isn't. I'm not saying he's a bad person, but he's not normal. That can't be easy to deal with, emotionally." He's wonderful." I know I didn't react well to him at Christmas, but I've thought about this, you know. He's... He means well, but does he really understand how you feel?. I have to admit I was disappointed that Kim didn’t show but Suk made it for it. She was wearing a sexy, body hugging, one piece skirt, that made every man in the room drool, including yours truly. I got Suk a drink and the night officially got started with Suk asking me this question, “How close is your hotel room?”After about a minute of complete surprise I answered, “It’s…it’s about 3 to 5 blocks down the street! Why are you…”She stopped me and says, “Look, be honest…tell me you don’t want. .Doesn’t make sense.T should be for lifetime not some days,,months or years..Do you agree???”She: “yes you are rite..What to do now??”Me: ” we ll date ..But as friends .I dont want you to tell this to anyone..People wont understand ok??”She : “yes ,but b clear I am not understanding”Me : “we ll do all what all lovers do,but we ll not name it relationship and spoil the meaning of that word”She: “super awesome”That night I masturbated for first time seeing her pic and imagining her”Skipping 1. Although I had no desire to see Chicago, what she wanted to watch, I was desperate to hang out with my sexy friend. As I walked down the stairs leading to her basement I saw she was wearing tight jeans that made her ass look even better then even I had imagined possible. This was accompanied by a tight top that left nothing to the imagination. When she heard me coming down the stairs she immediatly jumped up and ran to hug me, a common practice between us. We flirted no matter what, regardless.