There's a cutie barmaid with tatoos and a ring in her nose, sometimes gives me free shots and tells me what night she works. There's the club owner an... Disc Jockey. I notice a couple of girls I know from the bar I hang out at the most, we sometimes throw darts there. We ackowledge each other from a distance. The guys and girls are shooting darts, drinking and mingling when I notice a not so attractive fat mature female playing one of those gambling machines right next to the restrooms. I go to. ...I put on my favorite jasmine perfume..under my chin, neck, between my cleavage and thighs....by the time I finished and came out, the table was set for two..with red wine..two empty glasses..one whiskey bottle, ice bucket and starters..there was a Kodak camera perched atop the table..He came to me and took me in his arms and started to kiss me and this time willingly I kissed him back..he pulled me hard to him and the kiss grew hotter and hotter as we explored our mouths..and I felt his. It was a joint decision. And I think the new questions we ask are sufficient to generally smoke out someone who isn’t going to be happy in our little ‘libertarian paradise’.”Dave laughed, “A libertarian paradise that is about as socialist as possible!”I grinned, “I spend my money as I see fit, which makes it pure capitalism! It’s in my best interest to run things this way. I tried to point that out to Dante for years!”“Speaking of Dante, are we in the clear on that?”Could I safely tell Dave? I. I could tell that Tamara wanted that also, but the conflict with her church's tenants and the way she wanted to relate with me was causing her to push me away."One night after a very uncomfortable evening with Tamara, I sat in my apartment thinking about our relationship and where it might go if we were able to get beyond our current difficulties. I knew that I was angry about having to revert back to a no-sex relationship, but I could have lived with that. There was something else bothering me.