"But she knew that it was all too possible. She and David had had unprotected sex that day at the beach. Both had been so caught up in the moment that...they didn't even think of the consequences. She couldn't blame herself...at the time, she was nothing more than David's wish come true. "My God..." Kristin cried. "That bastard... raped me. And I'm carrying his child?"Already she had felt a deep revulsion within her, as she thought about the incident at the beach, and every time she and David had. "Don't look then," I said, but didn't move.More breaths, more heartbeats; words jumbled and sentences reconfiguredthrough my head."I should have spoken to you."His voice softened. "I thought we were closer than that." You get so used to lying to people, by the time I stopped lying tomyself I didn't how to tell the truth." It was the fire, wasn't it?"That last day before I went to Manchester was my last day crewing anarmed car with Jake. It should have been a day of cakes and touring thecounty. Call it a Friendly Favor, She saids well what a gentleman. Shes like well , I guess , Ill have to return that favor sometime. So she thanks me again and as , Im walking to the door she stops me and asked me to come back over later. So , I say sure. And I go home.I go out for like 6hrs and hang with my friends. I come and before going into my house. Before , I do. I stop by Ms.Karen house. I saw her car in the drive way . So I figure shes back home. I knock on her door .. No answer .... Ring. By now I had just let my instincts take over, kissing down her neck to her shoulders and the small hollow beneath her windpipe, working my way over her chest until I was kissing the top exposed part of her breasts.Gently, I pulled my hands out of hers and slipped them under her back, fumbling with the clasp of her bra, and to my surprise managed by pure luck to unfasten it fairly quickly. I knelt up to help remove it and then went down again, my lips finally touching her tits, feeling the soft.