He stopped for a few days. Then he beat the bloody for informing. The next morning the cops found the bully with his throat cut. It wasn’t any anger...issue, it was a premeditated murder pure and simple.With that in mind I drove to Ester’s office. “I need to speak to you outside, “ I said.We were standing under a Magnolia tree when I asked, “What did you do with your bloody clothes?”“What are you talking about?” Ester asked.“The clothes you wore when you killed Allen?” I asked. “I spent a couple. I don’t want to enter in your married life. Practically, I can’t marry you and neither you should cheat your husband. But i want you to be happy’ .After some time she became normal and said with a smile its very easy to cheat but I dont want to do it. I’ll control myself till I can. If I can’t I know you are always ready for that. I said’ yes m ready for only friendship and sexual pleasure and not more than that.’ Things were normal and her baby had slept. I went to my home. Things were normal. In my half-dream state I see images of the cruel training he used to teach me my terror of ejaculating without his express command. Some part of my remaining free mind wonders at the efficiency of his control, but the rest of me, and the core of me, just feels the terror as it rises through already aching limbs and settles as a massive stone weight in my bowels.I can’t help it, I expel a soft mewl of terror through the little hole in the tight rubber hood, and then my breath begins to whistle. It will be very useful for the rest of your life. It certainly has been for me. My best lady friend has a son your age who also needs to learn. It might be good for you to learn together. I’ll call her.”A gynecological appointment was next. Her hymen was excised and an IUD implanted. Some basic reproductive biology was presented for written and video instruction.A white silk gown was fitted for her lessons. It set off her perfectly coiffed short blond hair. Her full breasts made fascinating.