There probably aren't a dozen happy marriages in that whole part of town! What the hell makes you so fucking special?"I would probably pay for this, b...t I let him have it. "First of all, I'm not special. But I worked god damned hard for everything I got. I studied hard and gave up a social life and dating to excel in school. I waited until I was in my twenties to get married, I didn't get knocked up when I was fifteen and have to get married or worse yet, not know who the father was. But more. The term of the punishments were not spelled out. But that I should trust him to act appropriately was.Some might take umbrage in this story. But I don't. My tears that night were from a sore butt yes but also they were tears of relief. Utter relief. I had wanted someone to take control of me for so long that it hurt. I needed this like a fish needs water.That is where we stand today. My husband leads our home with integrity and I follow his role model. I still screw up- ok alot- but he has. I have been a happy voyeur ever since! (Probably due to her strikingly erotic nude exposure.) This many years later, I can still get a very stiff dick thinking about what she looked like then... and what she was offering.I had not yet had my first true non-virgin orgasm when we took a crack at linking us to her eager 'crack'! I still hadn't had one when we were done either. That auspicious event took another whole year to 'come' about.The best that I could raise from my own solo attempts at. Ok take a condom I said, he put a condom over his dick, I lay on my back, he spread my legs and fast fingered some gel inmy ass, He was sitting on his knees, and pushed his dick fast deep inside me. Quickly he fucked me fast and deep, not big dick but he fucked me good, aftera few minutes he had his orgasm, and filled his condom in my ass. He pulled out his dick undid the condom full with his male juice and put it on the floor. I wana fuck you now I whispered, cannot I am only top he replied,.