Maybe one day I will learn my lesson and bite my tongue. But today hasn’t been that day. Again.He lets go of my hair so I can breathe easily for a w...ile and he pulls out a pair of handcuffs from the bedside drawers.“Fuck.” I mutter, more to the grey carpeted floor than to the outside world and definitely not for Richard’s ears to pick up.What was I thinking? I must have known this was coming. It’s 'his thing': deepthroat with my hands cuffed behind. And I did try to push him away after all.. "So, it's in your best interest to always behave well generally,impeccably toward women, and zealously devotedly toward me."I snapped my fingers. The first and second prostitutes (Candy andSylvia, I think their names were) leaned the mid-sized mirror againstthe headboard and wedged it down with a pillow. Jeremy's face was afoot from the mirror.I was behind him now, lubing up Ms Bull-Dyke. Without foreplay, Irammed it into him and ferociously thrust in and out as fast as I couldfor several. Cath generally preferred women but was comfortable with mild-mannered Steve and they enjoyed some very enjoyable foursomes. Such as when Steve fisted Trixie and Cath whilst Julie gave him a blow job. Or Trixie wearing a strap on fucked Cath as Steve fucked Julie doggy positionThe next morning which was Saturday Steve was wandering home after giving the girls a passionate good-bye kiss. Steve returned home cautiously to avoid being seen and in so doing spotted a woman hiding behind some bushes. I finally tried to sleep and found that it wasn't difficult, since I was drunk on green dragon and exhausted emotionally and physically.I had no idea why Tommy had effected me so much. He wasn't the first person I had seen killed. He wasn't even the first one I had personally killed. He wasn't even close. Hell I had tortured people to death, but I had always thought I was on god's side.The difference was I might have been doing it to save my own ass. This time I might have been doing it to shut.