I have been so lonely, so full of pain.”He was quiet now. “Is that why you gave me the box of razor blades? To symbolically hand your life to me?�...�“Yes, that. But also, to show that I won’t need to hurt myself if you will do it for me. I would rather that because I know you won’t harm me. I’m not sure I trust myself as much.”There was a pause, and then he said, “I’m not worthy of what you’re asking me. I’m not a hero, I don’t come from anything. But I promise I will try to protect you.”“And. Yeh aaj se 7 ya 8 saal pahele ki baat hai jab ke mera parmanent partner voh PURE TOP tha , voh apne Bete ke saath mera city Hyderabad chhod kar chala gaya tha. Ussse sexual relation banane se pahele main PURE TOP tha, voh pakka LAOND BAAZ tha voh mujhe bataya ke main achha BOTTOM ban sakta hoon, aor jab mujhe Bottom ki habit hojayegi to phir mujhe Bottom role mein itna maza ane lagega ke main Top role ko bhool hi jaoonga.Main ab yahan yeh baat ki detail mein nahin jaoonga ke main kaise Bottom. Marthasaw the happiness and joy in this young woman. She didn't know how totake that. She almost wished that Beth had come downstairs in aregretful mood.Martha looked at Beth and sent her a non-verbal communication that said,"we both know what you did last night." Beth didn't back down, she sentMartha a non-verbal communication that said, "Damm right I did!" Please tell me you used protection, that you are on the pill." Marthaasked in almost pleading fashion.Beth immediately answered, "You. After I was satisfied with the purchases, I noticed a tag along trailer that was made to hold a dog. Looking it over I knew I could take Benjamin with me and let him ride in the cart to keep me company while I exercised. Until he was fully recovered and full grown, riding twenty miles was a better idea than him trying to run. It seemed like a perfect addition, so I bought it. When they were done and I was all loaded, I headed home.On the way I called Mr. Bell and asked, "Hey. Do you need me for.