Am I awful?" No, honey, probably just horny like I was at your age. I just never would have brought it up when I was your age, is all. Times are diffe...ent, I guess." Well, it's probably not such a good idea, huh?" To tell the truth, I was, at first, kind of turned-off by the idea, then, thinking about it, I was actually rather turned-on. So, maybe, I'd be interested. I know Neal is, are you sure?" Well, we could try it and see." Just don't let your sister know about this. God, she's want to. Turning round to do so I must have looked so foolish, mouth open and eyes staring. She was still wearing uniform but this time with a difference, the stocking were now seamed, the skirt considerably shorter and I swear the shirt was a size smaller. The wicked grin on her face made it quite clear she knew the effect her outfit was having. God was I going through with this?"Well" she said doing a twirl, "Do you approve Sir?" well of course I was going to go through with it, my willpower and. “I love you, Alice,” he said.“I love you, John,” I replied.His eyes glazed over. I could hear him humming the chorus of ‘We’ll gather Lilacs’. A few seconds later the humming stopped and his hand went limp. I finished the hummed chorus at the end of the third line:“We'll gather lilacs in the spring againAnd walk together down an English laneUntil our hearts have learned to sing again...”John had died as he had lived. A hero. My hero.+++At the inquest the multiple CCTV recordings showed that. I remained silent knowing that he didn’t need or want an answer. I knew that he sure as hell wouldn’t mind the absence of panties tonight.“Guess, what bay?” I said turning my head a little to the right to make sure he didn’t miss a spot in my scalp that needed the attention of his hands.“What?”“A couple that I met in the bathroom gave me their card so that we can fuck them. ” I knew I was crazy for even mentioning them to him.“Tonight?” He said trying not to smile.“Uh-I guess” I said thinking.