”I chuckled, “Well, given Bundy and Jones are dead, I’d say that’s true.”“I’m sure you know what I meant. And, knowing you, you’re ful...y aware of where this developed.”“I mentioned it before - Melanie and Jennifer, with a dose of help from Bethany. Don’t get me wrong; I’m fully responsible for all my actions. Whatever any of them did, or didn’t do, doesn’t change that fact, any more than my mom’s abuse does. I did what I did and I take responsibility for it in every case.”“Another sign you. "It'll go away," she said. "Don't worry about it."But the mood was broken for that day. When Dad came home he found us sitting together on the couch watching the Phil Donahue show while we held hands.I was officially given an offer of employment from the trauma center on January 15. I accepted it later that day. When I went to work at the pizza joint that night I officially gave notice to the manager that I would be leaving his fine employ. He gave one more try at convincing me to stay,. I laid on my back and held her leash as I had her remove my boots and jeans -- then I raised my legs and ordered her to "tongue my balls and ass Laura" I knew I was sweaty from riding. Laura did this, I watched her wedding ring on me as she did so. Over the next several hours, I ripped her cloths from her body, I tossed her around roughly, I slapped her face and ass. I brought red marks onto her ass and tits from my thick leather belt. I tied her down, squatted over her to rim me and suck me.. No one getting hurt, no pain, just naughty fun between two people. What is it that draws me to this? I have given a lot of thought to that question. I still am not quite sure, but I can't seem to escape the desire to play nasty and explore the pee fetish, Now I'm not into S/M. I'm not into humiliation. I'm not into pain. I do believe that the best sex comes from talking, sharing and be willing to go beyond the usual boundaries. At least when one has the chance. Then one day, sitting.