"I don't honestly know." I sighed. "Sam, I could say that I only want to try someone playing with your body, but I'm honestly not sure that I would st...p in to stop things if they went too far, a part of me seems to want you to be fucked by another man. All I can say is that I feel that I want to try watching again, I want to see another man handling your body." Dan," Sam smiled at me, "I'll do whatever you want of me, I love you that much. If you really think you want to try this what say we. Only one good thing came out of my involvement with Joan. If not for her, Jose might have stalked me till he found out something really harmful. Something that could have gotten him killed. Church Camp didn't strike me as the forgiving type. If he compromised them I have no idea what might have happened.I was pretty sure I could handle him the old fashioned way. A little blackmail might be in order, if he didn't go along with the program.My ability to compartmentalize kicked in at that point. I. I had learned that she had lived through the latter part of the Cold War. It was a period in her life when times had been very tough. She told me that she could remember standing in line for hours just to get some of the basic items they would need to survive.I tried to imagine what it would be like to be unsure of where your next meal was coming from. I recalled one fishing trip where I had packed only the essentials needed for the frying of our fish. I was positive we would be able to live. .I called the barman over and asked him which guy had the biggest cock in the bar. He looked at me as if I was talking Japanese. I asked him again, "I want to fuck the biggest black cock I can get. Who is up to the job? Any of these guys have a reputation for tearing up a girl's pussy?" He laughed and said, "You're not the first lady to ask that question. Many women come here to look for a guy with a big cock." and he pointed to a guy in the corner. "He has exactly what you want, but I warn.