I’m not going to be around when he drives into a pole and kills himself.†‘Oh god this is going to be a long night’ thinking ...o myself. “Well you can stay here tonight in the spare bedroom and sort it out in the morning†I offered“You sure I’m not imposing†she asked, wiping tears away.“Yea it okay, we will look after you†I said guiding Jayne and Sarah to the spare bedroom. “I’ll leave you girls alone so that you can settle down and talk about stuff†I left. PS - Please make love to Cindy. She needs it as bad as you do. And I won't be here much longer. Please, For Me?I went up to show Cindy the note. She was asleep, so I left it by the bed, and went to take a nap myself. What a day that was!Valerie returned a couple of days later. She asked both Cindy and I to let her speak all the way through before interrupting. We agreed. I don't remember all of what she said, but the tone was that she had decided to leave us. Her reasons were many, but neither. Tara told me that she is bi sexual and has always had feelings for me. She just never mentioned it to me because she knew of my religious beliefs and she did not want me to hate her. She said that she used to watch me sleep at night and wanted to have a romantic relationship with me. This was the real reason that now in her time of need she turned to me.When I told her the other night that I was lesbian she knew that it was now or never. If we left here without her making a move on me, her. We got back home and Cathy got busy fixing some true Italian spaghetti with meat sauce. I got the hard part making the garlic toast. Ok, so you think its simple but believe me I am not a good cook and I am the type who burns water when trying to boil it. I usually used the smoke alarm to announce when supper was readyI decided to make this dinner romantic so I broke out the nice table cloth and fine china that my mother had given me. I also had a couple of crystal candle holders with long.